I know you want to do big things, to make a difference, to be the change. I know you pour out your heart and energy into our community. I know you love people well. So save some for me, Mom.
Save time for slowing down, for eye-to-eye moments, and heart-to-heart talks. Save space to play with me, to listen to me, to hear me. Save room for me to have needs too. Save some for me, Mom.
You’re managing a home, cooking and cleaning and caring. You’re working a business, earning and sharing. You’re learning, growing and making. Please save some for me, Mom.
Don’t run yourself ragged before you’ve chased me around. Don’t wear yourself out before I come in the door. Don’t tire of loving before you love me. Save some for me, Mom.
In all you do, can I be your most important charge? In all you do, am I a task or a delight? In all you do, may I be a part? Save some for me, Mom.
Keep achieving, Mom, I’m learning from you. Keep going, Mom, I’m growing with you. Keep resting, Mom, I find peace in you. Just save some for me, Mom.
As I head into the new year and set my eyes on goals ahead, this has been on my heart a lot lately. Like many moms (all moms?), I’m subject to Mom Guilt. Balancing life and motherhood is difficult. I frequently have to remind myself that it’s okay for my girls to see their mother work hard and achieve other things. It’s also okay to know when to draw the line and remember that they’re my first priority.
This idea of “saving some” for my kids has been guiding my decisions lately. When I wonder if I can add in one more thing, I have to ask myself—will I be able to save space for my kids? Will this add energy to my life that I can then pour into my children, or will it drain me and leave me empty at the end of the day when they come running into my arms?
I find that my children will demand every bit of me—even when I’m home with them all day, on my hands and knees playing with them for hours on end, they’ll ask for more. It’s okay, healthy even, to show them what boundaries look like. To show them that Momma does more than just play games. But at the end of the day, I need to have saved some space for them. I need a day off where I can spend it playing. Even thirty minutes off, where I’m not worried about my to-do lists, and I can see things through their eyes again. Because the world through the eyes of a child is a beautiful thing. They are beautiful gifts. So I will save some for them.